18 hours, since I started looking out for Fluffy .......and all I have succeeded in doing is, having fluffy and all the memories associated with him replay again and again in my head.
This is seriously the worst of my worst nightmares coming true. And I really hope it is a nightmare that comes with a definite end point. There is no way that I have pictured a day without Fluffy and would never be able to.
It was love at first sight when I first saw him, hanging in a corner at the greet well store, in Hyderabad. And instantly I made sruthi akka gift me and named it Fluffy, though it was no where close to being fluffy. Sruthi akka was leaving for U.S.A and Fluffy was supposed to be a souvenir.
It was not long before I knew how crazily,easily and madly I could fell in love. It wasn't a thing to me anymore but something that I couldn't describe in words. Best friend, lucky charm, a part of me, something that could make dreams come true, a silent companion in distress, a positive energy emitter, my happiness catcher......Fluffy was everything I ever wanted and needed. When I looked at him, I could feel his eyes talking to me exactly the words I need to hear. A pleasant smile on his face 24/7 that only I could understand. Fluffy always gave me a touch of comfort that filled me with a feeling of hope in my times of distress.
All my happy moments were made happier with fluffy's presence. He was a source of good luck and courage during all my hard times.
There were days and nights when Fluffy was beside me 24/7...but then I realized Fluffy gotta be kept safe and made sure it was in a secure place from where I could take him, when I needed. But never did a day or night go by where I was unsure of his whereabouts. I lost him once for 10 mins and since then I have been extra cautious..but I do not understand why the hell I was so careless last night and misplaced him...I know I am not gonna lose Fluffy..but I hate this feeling of crap in my head...
Looking at fluffy reminds me of all the happy moments I cherish and all the bad times I survived.....and the list of my dreams,that I promised Fluffy that I would make them true for me and him.
What's the point of me staying in U.S.A with out Fluffy? Without Fluffy in the pictures of my graduation day? What is the need for me to visit Niagara falls or Pittsburgh or Antarctica without Fluffy? The thought that I can't give Fluffy to Teja irks me more...
This is seriously the worst of my worst nightmares coming true. And I really hope it is a nightmare that comes with a definite end point. There is no way that I have pictured a day without Fluffy and would never be able to.
It was love at first sight when I first saw him, hanging in a corner at the greet well store, in Hyderabad. And instantly I made sruthi akka gift me and named it Fluffy, though it was no where close to being fluffy. Sruthi akka was leaving for U.S.A and Fluffy was supposed to be a souvenir.
It was not long before I knew how crazily,easily and madly I could fell in love. It wasn't a thing to me anymore but something that I couldn't describe in words. Best friend, lucky charm, a part of me, something that could make dreams come true, a silent companion in distress, a positive energy emitter, my happiness catcher......Fluffy was everything I ever wanted and needed. When I looked at him, I could feel his eyes talking to me exactly the words I need to hear. A pleasant smile on his face 24/7 that only I could understand. Fluffy always gave me a touch of comfort that filled me with a feeling of hope in my times of distress.
All my happy moments were made happier with fluffy's presence. He was a source of good luck and courage during all my hard times.
There were days and nights when Fluffy was beside me 24/7...but then I realized Fluffy gotta be kept safe and made sure it was in a secure place from where I could take him, when I needed. But never did a day or night go by where I was unsure of his whereabouts. I lost him once for 10 mins and since then I have been extra cautious..but I do not understand why the hell I was so careless last night and misplaced him...I know I am not gonna lose Fluffy..but I hate this feeling of crap in my head...
Looking at fluffy reminds me of all the happy moments I cherish and all the bad times I survived.....and the list of my dreams,that I promised Fluffy that I would make them true for me and him.
What's the point of me staying in U.S.A with out Fluffy? Without Fluffy in the pictures of my graduation day? What is the need for me to visit Niagara falls or Pittsburgh or Antarctica without Fluffy? The thought that I can't give Fluffy to Teja irks me more...
I seriously need Fluffy right now, cause what I am going through would only make sense to Fluffy ....
I love you loads Fluffy..be back soooon....please!
