The S Scar & The S designs.

Here is the famous S Scar* that Cresol gave me.

Does the scar remind you of something????? ;~)

I wonder if I (am) tanned(ing) or Whether the scar is fading  these days.

S here could be for Sacred,Sivarchana or 

#####-->GUESS :~P

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You Get What you Ask For

Mommy dearest: You don't even have 5 minutes to talk to me these days??

Evil me: No! I have more than 5 minuutes if you are gonna give me your hand?

MD: ???

EM: :~D (Proudly shows the mehendi cone along with a grin showing off the braces that bring the deadly look when ever needed. )

MD: NOOO! I don't want to spoil my hands.

EM: You are the only mom I have :~(

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~( after some emosional attyachar )~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

MD: Ok! I am gonna wash it off as soon as you finish.

EM: YEEESSS!!(Nodding my head vigorously in agreement.)

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~After 25-30 minutes.~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

EM: Done! And it looks really good...my best so faar..isn't it?

MD: yea...??? Is it..? :~O

EM: Yup! :~).... HIV,influenza,migrane,polio, TMV....

MD: I'm going to wash it off now. :~|

EM: Do that Quick..I am thinking of bacterial designs ....

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As you like it.

Ouch....Alas...ER...Uh...Oh...Phew...ARGHH...

And now what do you expect? You thought I was kidding each time I grouch saying that I wanna write something but don't know how to start?? Inertia, starting trouble (sounds funny eh?) or bloggers block...Whatever it is....It irks me more than any of my Chemistry teachers or their lectures ever did.

Lol(the devil in me thinks it looks pretty horrible when it laughs So LOL again). 

Enough of warming up for a post that ain't gonna entertains much ;~)

I am like again at that phase of life where in I am being bombarded with choices. It is always easy to follow your dreams no matter what attractive shit the world offers right?? But you know sometimes there are these passing moments that leave you feeling ‘probably you'll end up being a Failure and A Fool and nothing else.' 

'My dreams are stronger than my weakness'.

So I know I need not worry but the Pessimist in me is grinning. And all I can do right now is wait..Wait patiently and try to believe in myself and all those Fantasy dreams of mine :~).

Wanted to write something else and ended up with something else...Anyways here I end this post with some free advice I gave some time back to .......

What’s important in life is…

Facing the challenge boldly,

Even when the destination seems far away,

Because that’s what makes you a Winner,

To accept the challenge because life is always going to be an uphill journey.

Success is not about winning every challenge but facing every challenge that comes your way.

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P.S

My bioinformatics course and final exams are gonna be completed by April it seems and Gosh! I am so so so so Happy!!

Er..Know I need to be worried about the exams too :~P

Quote: Life is a challenge, and I’m staying in the game to win.

-Robert M. Hensel.

What if...

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30 Seconds since the truck hit Rajiv’s bike and sped away. 

The driver of the truck was too drunk to even realize what he just did to 26 year old Rajiv. 

Rajiv laid there in the chilling cold, with his head on the divider of NH9. He tried hard to push the bike that was crushing his already broken left leg, with his right hand. The pain he felt in his back and the left limbs was far more excruciating than he could endure. He wished either for the pain or his life to end at that very moment. But the warm blood that was oozing from his forehead flowing down his left cheek and neck reminded him of Aarthi’s cold fingers and her warm embrace.

It has been exactly a year since he last saw Aarthi on 06/06/07, the day he noted down as the most painful day in his life in the dairy which he started writing since that day.

It was 10 minutes past 5.00pm when he saw Aarthi sitting at the corner table of their favorite restaurant. As always Aarthi reached before him. How much ever Rajiv tried he always got late and She was always before time. 

As Rajiv lay on the hard concrete road, staring into the dawn sky at the fading stars, he remembered the gleaming eyes of Aarthi. Her eyes always got brighter when he was with her. He had no doubts on the fact that she was madly in love with him. So was he, but he never could dare to tell her his feelings. Not that he was afraid of rejection. He knew that Aarthi was longing to hear what she already told him. But he did not want to commit himself in a lifelong relationship when he himself was depending on his parents for all his financial needs. Just a few more days and I will propose her he kept telling himself since the day Aarthi proposed him a year ago on 06/06/06.

Aarthi was excited to see Rajiv. She was about to tell Rajiv that it was exactly a year since she proposed him and exactly 2 years since they first met when Rajiv said, “I need time to settle first, Career is important everything else can wait. Forget me please.” It came as a shock to Aarthi that Rajiv still could not respect her feelings. After a long conversation which eventually ended in a heated argument, both left their favorite restaurant and parted their ways.

Rajiv could not see the tears in Aarthi’s eyes that she held back while she said a ‘Good Bye’ with a smile on her face. If Rajiv turned back and looked at Aarthi he would have seen her looking at him with longing eyes with tears rolling down her cheeks. But that evening he did not look back, even though he longed to hug Aarthi and assure her that it will not be long before they would be back together again.

Aarthi kept calling Rajiv for the months that followed. But Rajiv bluntly refused her every call. And each time he avoided her call it broke his heart. But he really wanted time for himself and for Aarthi to choose the paths best for them. As days passed the frequency with which Aarthi called Rajiv reduced. And 6 months after their break up, Aarthi never called Rajiv again. Rajiv very much missed Aarthi and he many a times thought of getting back to her. But his determination to succeed in his life held him back from going back to her.

On 07/06/08, at 5.10 p.m Rajiv received a call on his phone. It was the HR of the company of his dreams who told him the good news he was yearning to hear for so long. He finally got his dream job. The first person he wanted to share the news was Aarthi and he immediately dialed her number. After an hour and still not being able to reach her or any of their common friends, Rajiv decided to go to Aarthi’s place. Not finding any means of transport he took his bike and started for her place at 11.00pm on the NH9 the very road on which they both together used to go for long drives.  

Rajiv was about to reach Aarthi’s place in about 30 minutes when he met with an accident. Even after 30 minutes after the fatal accident, Rajiv laid there with blood still oozing from his head. Rajiv did not know if he was hallucinating or if Aarthi was really beside him with tears in her eyes as she wiped the blood off his face with her cold fingers.  Rajiv said “I am sorry Aarthi” as he closed his eyes to never open again.

It was at 5.45 A.m in the morning when Dr.Parvesh, driving a Car on the NH9 noticed a man lying in a pool of blood. Dr.Parvesh realized it was too late and that the young man died of excess bleeding. When Dr.Parvesh looked at the face of the dead young man, he was reminded of his daughter who committed suicide 6 months ago. When he saw the Diary of Rajiv beside his bike and a picture of Aarthi and Rajiv in it, he looked at the sky and burst out crying looking at the only star that was still blinking. He now understood why his sensitive dear daughter left him.

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#What if Rajiv turned back and looked at Aarthi for one last time on 06/06/07, maybe Rajiv would have reconsidered his decision.

#What if Rajiv would have accepted Aarthi's call at least once, maybe Rajiv would have reconsidered his decision.

#What if Rajiv had known that Aarthi died 6 months ago, maybe he would have killed himself too.

#What if the truck driver was not drunk, the accident might not have happened at all.

#What if Dr.Parvesh did not travel NH9 to attend an emergency case he might not have never known the reason behind his daughter’s death.

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P.S.

# Thank you Mommy!!! For the idea and all the encouragement and for all the CRITICISM!!

# Thankyou  Tavish! Somehow your post on 30 seconds late inspired me to write up this story!

# Planning to write a story for BAT, 2 or 3 hours before the deadline and trying to post it on time. Truly exciting!! :~)

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25 Random Things About me.

Miss Riya an extra ordinarily sweet gal tagged me for 'Number 25'. Where in I need to write 25 random things(facts,habits,goals etc) about myself!


 (YEASH! The narcissist in me is APPY!!)

25. I am an insomniac. 
24. I love Pierre Cardin pens,books(fiction),sweet candy and Horlicks (to eat).
23.I hate anybody who teaches Chemistry though the subject is scary & lovable.
22. The sight of 22 number. makes me happy!
21. I like e-mails & letters rather than scraps,sms or anything else.
20. I have a real poor memory...which I consider to be a boon.
19.I love kali. 
18. I was really very rude with Kali when I was young.
17. I am lazy.
16. I love my derams...those that I get in my sleep. And they are many.
15. I once got drowned in 5 feet deep water when I went out with my school for some excursion.
14. I feel guilty when I don't do things I want to.
13. I don't feel guilty when I do things I want to but which I am not supposed to.

12. I have an OCD. When I get over it ..I will start a support group for it maybe :~P
11. I love biotechnology.
10.Sometimes I give real awesome advices to people around me. 
9. I hate to follow rules or adivces or suggestions. And I don't.
8.I am a self learner.
7. I am bad at maintaing (ANY) relationships. 
6.I am a very Possessive girl.
5. I will adopt a girl child in future.
4. I wish to be a painter,writer,librarian,teacher(for a month max.),banker,...and many more.
3.I  plan to take fluffy to Niagara falls one day for sure.

2..Fluffy is my lucky-lifeless-lovable-cutey-pie that kinda inspires me to believe in my dreams.

1. I am like Maggie in Runaway bride...haven't yet ran away......


P.S.
I will tag none....but yeah would love to see such a post in your blog too and the link to that post in the commnet form below!

Blog-Awards

Having followers who would care to read about things that matter me is an awesome feeling and to have followers as friends is another  wonderful-sweet experience. So here I shared the following award given to me   with-------->

Thankyou so much Riya!!!

Spandana,

Ravi teja,

Karthik,

Saurabh,

Maya,

Sorcy,

Satan(buckingfastard),

Mahesh,

Sanjog(Caxhor),

Varun(sarkari babu),

Rohit,

Neha,

Tejesh;

Tavish

Ashish

@ All the above dear award winners my heartfelt special thanks to you all for supporting and caring me as a blogger and a friend! Now go and share this award or just show it off in your blog! ;~)

Thankyou so much Rohit!!!

This award I do love to share with two people who had a tough time figuring out what a blog was and a much tougher time following it.

Sru akka

&

Kumaram!